实习医生格蕾第一季

第一次对黑人开始有感觉。

看到他做手术时带的花头巾，很可爱。

喜欢christina没有表情的脸。

反正看这两个人最有感觉后来开始喜欢Callie和ADDISON。

后来每个人都变成很爱。

从一开始，我就认定Cristina和Meredith是一类人：同样的聪明，同样的优秀，同样在受伤时拒绝抚慰，拒绝关怀，同样的孤独，同样的要求心灵和身体的自由，同样的对真爱抱有希望。

所以，她们成为了朋友，最要好的朋友，虽然Mere和Izze、Geroge住在一起，但对Mere来说，他们只是室友，只有Cristina才是与Mere心灵交通的人。

曾经不理解，为何Cristina在Burk受伤，生命垂危时转身而去，终于在这里找到了答案：由于9岁时目睹父亲因车祸流血致死，她害怕再次面对挚爱之人的逝去，害怕自己在那一瞬间崩溃，害怕那种眼见着亲人在面前，生命一点一滴的消失而无能为力的无助感。

Mere何尝不是如此，眼看着被疾病慢慢夺走理智的母亲，那种无助感也一直伴随着她，Cristina看到了，感觉到了，于是，"Meredith Grey"成了“my person”.面对着威胁着Mere的死亡，她又一次选择了走开，买便宜货，在酒吧里拼命灌酒，妄图这样打发时间，逃避心灵的伤痛。

幸运的是，Cristina身边还有Burk在,有了Burk的激励，她终于选择了面对这一切，而不放弃希望，当她满含热泪，用坚定的声音说try again的时候，这已经不是原来那个Cristina了，而是一个成长了的，可以用理智来面和意志对艰难困苦的Cristina。

大家还记得yang的妈妈吗？

那个搞装饰的母亲。

周采芹，著名国际演员，周信芳的女儿。

早年曾就读于上海中西女中，周采芹十七岁赴英深造，毕业于英国皇家戏剧学院。

七十年代，获美国塔夫特大学戏剧硕士。

自1960年以来，周采芹在西方的舞台和银幕上取得了辉煌的成功。

1959年在伦敦出演舞台剧《苏丝黄的世界》，连演三年，场场爆满。

在这个英国舞台剧最兴旺的年代，周采芹红极一时。

1972年，在英国电视剧《斗争对象》中主演王光美一角被英国电影电视演员协会提名为当年最佳电视演员。

作为最早参与西方影视剧的中国演员，周采芹的简历中有很多第一：· 英国皇家戏剧学院第一个中国学生· 第一个登上英国伦敦西区舞台主演的中国演员· 第一个在英国出版中英文唱片的中国歌手，其中英文版本的“第二春”一曲曾在亚洲连续两年独占排行榜首位· 第一位中国“007女郎”· 第一个被提名英国最佳电视演员的中国演员 · 1980年回国在中央戏剧学院执教，成为第一个到该校执教的“回归”专家· 英国皇家戏剧学院的第一名中国院士· 首个亚洲演员在伦敦和纽约两地先后领衔主演舞台剧，也是首个在剧院外设霓虹灯名字的亚洲演员 作为演员周采芹 Tsai Chin的电影作品(数量：34)Year of the Fish --- (2007) Hollywood Chinese --- (2007) 舞会战士 Wendy Wu: Homecoming Warrior --- (2006) 007：皇家赌场/007大战皇家赌场/007之皇家赌场 Casino Royale --- (2006) 翻译风波/翻译员/致命译电/双面翻译/叛译者 The Interpreter --- (2005) 艺伎回忆录/一个艺伎的回忆 Memoirs of a Geisha --- (2005) 实习医生格蕾 "Grey's Anatomy" --- (2005) 爱伦的日记 The Diary of Ellen Rimbauer --- (2003) Long Life, Happiness & Prosperity --- (2002) Inside 'You Only Live Twice' --- (2000) The Gold Cup --- (2000) 冰冻星球 Titan A.E. --- (2000) Journey from the Heart --- (2000) My American Vacation --- (1999) The Magic Pearl --- (1997) 红色角落 Red Corner --- (1997) Crowfoot --- (1995) The West Side Waltz --- (1995) 喜福会 The Joy Luck Club --- (1993) Rentadick --- (1972) Folterkammer des Dr. Fu Man Chu, Die --- (1969) The Virgin Soldiers --- (1969) 魔宫煞星 The Blood of Fu Manchu --- (1968) The Vengeance of Fu Manchu --- (1967) 007系列:雷霆谷/你只能活两次 You Only Live Twice --- (1967) The Brides of Fu Manchu --- (1966) 放大/爆炸/春光乍泄 Blowup --- (1966) Invasion --- (1965) 不死毒王 The Face of Fu Manchu --- (1965) The Cool Mikado --- (1962) The Treasure of San Teresa --- (1959) Violent Playground --- (1958) 六福客栈 The Inn of the Sixth Happiness --- (1958) 扬子江突围记/逃出铁幕 Yangtse Incident: The Story of H.M.S. Amethyst --- (1957)

Watched GA (Grey's Anatomy) pilot again. I can't explain why I like this show so much. Maybe it attracted me of the unique life style as a surgeon? Great pressure with tough mentors, strong competition, long working hours, and unpredictable troubles involving taking or saving lives. Those are fresh and exciting to learn as a bystander. As an intern, unfortunately, it would be horrifying to experience.At the end of pilot, Meredith said 'I can't think of any reason why I wannt to be a surgeon. But I can think of a thousand reasons why I should quit. They make it hard on purpose. There are lives in our hands. There comes a moment when it's more than just a game. And you either take that step forward, or turn around and walk away. I could quit but here's the thing, I love the playing field'. Suddenly, I realized why I love this show, especially the part of the anatomy of herself. She keeps on questioning herself, and fears of not being good enough. She is just like me. Watching how she survives is just like watching myself. And finally, I figured out why I love my playing field, that I just wanna prove I can do it.

Denny出场时躺在病床上，眼睛始终跟随着Izzie，他脸上所展开的笑容一下子抓住了我：舒展，明亮，由衷，和他温柔的眼睛辉映着，很直接的传递着爱意，毫不掩饰。

看着这样一张脸孔，我想任何女人的心都会荡漾着暖意的。

一个受着病痛折磨的人，却一直保持着宽厚明朗的笑容，比任何健康强壮的人更豁达。

看着Denny，我有一种很强烈的感觉：生活是如此的动人。

我想不起Izzie是怎样爱上他的，可能就是这样一分分一寸寸的潜移默化了。

记忆中很揪心的一幕，是Denny第二次入院，因为病情恶化需要在清醒状态中电击来帮助恢复心脏功能。

他在电击时痛苦得大喊，然后对医生说：我讨厌你，你让我像孩子一样大声喊叫，还是在我想取悦的女孩面前。

Izzie紧张担心的脸上一瞬间露出笑容——在自己遭受痛苦的时候还不忘发挥的可爱的幽默感，来安慰所爱的女人。

这样一个男人，足够照亮一个女人的心。

Izzie努力的劝说Denny接受安装心脏辅助装置的手术，来争取更多等待移植的时间--看到这一部分的时候，其实我心里十分矛盾纠结。

我希望他们能最终成为彼此的补偿，哪怕是多一分钟也好，不要留下遗憾。

可又知道这样的努力在给Denny的身体带来多一次的痛苦。

虽然Denny的脸上也开始露出疲惫失望，但他还是对着Izzie笑着，在她的鼓励下再试一次，再试一次……哪怕明知这是渺茫的希望。

有时候我在想，Izzie的爱是不是有些自私，可这又怎么来界定呢，百分之一的美好未来要用百分之九十九的痛苦来博取，是为了自己，也是为了对方，只有相爱的人才能这么去做吧。

Denny终于从病床上站了起来，他们有了第一个拥抱。

Izzie含泪微笑，说，你很高。

为了争取到心脏移植的优先权，Izzie不惜触犯法规，切断Denny心脏装置的电源线来恶化他的病情。

这情到深处的铤而走陷遭到Denny的反对，他温柔的注视着这个为爱疯狂的女孩，希望她能让他安静的离开。

可这是一个不愿向命运服输的女孩，而Denny又是一个深情包容的男人。

最终在她失控的喊着“求求你，求求你，就当是为了我”的眼泪中，他抱住她，说了“好”。

术后醒来的Denny重复了进手术室前的求婚，在得到Izzie“Yes”的回答后，他对身旁的Bailey医生说：我哄她嫁给我了，我聪明吧。

我们都以为新的生活就此展开了，可在Izzie挑选了三条礼服，终于穿着最漂亮的紫红色裙子来到Denny面前时，他的心跳却已经停止了。

不久以前他刚让她感受过温热的手，他们刚刚不可思议的订下婚约……突然这一切都像从没发生过一样了。

我有些不敢相信爱情故事就这样结束了。

其实在这样一部美剧中，其他每个爱情都无外乎是相识，触电，默契，一点点情绪作用，然后是性……并不是说不真挚，只是很速成。

而Denny和Izzie的情感在这样的环境中，就显得格外不同了：不同与常理，简直就像不是站在现实中的。

所以才有了Izzie和同伴关于自己是否了解Denny的争论。

她不清楚他的工作，他的家人，他的朋友，他生活得方式……她只看到他作为病人，住在医院的一面，从这些方面来说，她是不了解他。

但了解并不会催生爱情，我很愿意相信这样无关于一切，只关乎两人之间单纯的感觉的爱情，这的确是很不实际，更可能是很戏剧的。

但我相信，人的心底都是有抛开一切世俗去爱的能力的，只是有没有遇到那个能点燃你的人。

Denny肯定是这样的人。

在我的心里，他几乎等同于最明亮的笑容。

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Lo"TV On The Radi, "Province"Mindy Smith, "Fall For Nothing"Episode 5: "Oh, The Guilt"Nellie McKay, "Clonie"Kate Havnevik, "Kaleidoscope"The Second Band, "Wild Is The Wind"Fionn Regan, "Be Good Or Be Gone"Keisha White, "Don't Mistake Me"Episode 6, "Let The Angels Commit"Teddy Bears, "Cobrastyle"Jim Noir, "My Patch"Peter Bjorn & John, "Young Folks"Gomez, "Notice"Vega 4, "Life is Beautiful"Episode 7: "Where The Boys Are"Beck, "Think I'm In Love"Jim Noir, "Tell Me What To Do"Luke Temple, "Make Right With You"Inara George, "Greedy"The Jealous Girlfriends, "Something In The Water"Big Sandy & His Fly Rite Boys, "It's Time"Brett Dennen, "There Is So Much More"Bedouin Soundclash, "12:59 Lullaby"Bill Ricchini, "A Cold Wind Will Blow Through Your Door"Episode 8: "Staring at the Sun"Lily Allen, "Not Big"Get Set Go, "Everybody Get Movin'"The Watson Twins, "Time of My Life"Mat Kearney, "Where We Gonna Go From Here"Ingrid Michaelson, "Breakable"Chandra Wilson (Miranda Bailey), "God Bless the Child"Episode 9: "From a Whisper to a Scream"The Dears, "You And I Are A Gang of Losers"Damien Rice, "9 Crimes"Kate Havnevik, "New Day"Episode 10: "Don't Stand So Close to Me"Anya Marina, "Sociopath"John Legend, "Show Me"Son Volt, "World Waits For You"Episode 11: "Six Days (Part I)"The Research, "Lonely Hearts Still Beat The Same"William Fitzsimmons, "Passion Play"Emiliana Torrini, "Beggars Prayer (demo)"Michelle Featherstone, "Rest Of My Life"Travis, "Love Will Come Through"Episode 12: "Six Days (Part II)"1. OK Go, "Here It Goes Again"The song plays as Meredith and Derek bicker in bed after not getting much sleep. Izzie and George discuss Izzie's check.2. Regina Spektor, "Fidelity"The song plays as Addison and Callie talk about Addison's choice to not have Mark's baby.3. Ingrid Michaelson, "The Way That I Am"The song plays as Cristina complains about sleeping alone, and Meredith confesses she feels jealous of George's relationship with his dad. Cristina brings Burke his dinner.4. Susanna & The Magical Orchestra, "Love Will Tear Us Apart"The song plays as the O'Malley family makes a decision about George's dad.5. Gary Jules, "Falling Awake"The song plays as Burke, Cristina and Derek talk about Mr. o'Malley. His family is gathered around him in the hospital. George's friends wait in support of him.6. The Slip, "Life in Disguise"The song plays as Cristina consoles George, Alex and Addison spend time together, and Derek goes to sleep beside Meredith.Episode 13: “Great Expectations”1. Lily Frost, “Enchantment”Burke has Derek and Meredith over for a dinner party at his house, and Cristina sits in the kitchen counter tossing cereal into her mouth and drinking wine straight from the bottle.2. Umbrellas, “Ships”Callie, Cristina and Richard operate on a patient. Derek yells at Meredith about telling Sloan about the chief. Dr. Bailey asks Dr. Burke for help. Izzie talks to Rachel about letting go of Jilly who is going to die of a disease.3. Skye, “Love Show”Addison invites Alex to a surgery. Meredith and Derek fight, but make up. Cristina and Burke make up. George and Callie make up.Episode 14: "Wishin' and Hopin'"1. Sybarite, "Runaway" feat. PsappThe song plays as Izzie and Bailey look onto their new "Denny Duquette Memorial" clinic. Cristina considers her ring. Meredith prepares to speak with her mother.2. Beck, "Elevator Music"The song plays as Izzie and Alex offer a patient a free consultation. Ellis and Cristina talk about Meredith.3. Miho Hatori, "Barracuda"The song plays as Vincent learns about his girlfriend. Cristina begs to be included in a surgery. Meredith warns Derek about her mother but Derek talks to Ellis anyway.4. Iain Archer, "Canal Song"The song plays as Meredith talks with Richard.5. Susanna & The Magical Orchestra, "Believer"The song plays as Richard and Ellis talk about Meredith and their past relationship.6. The Whitest Boy Alive, "Fireworks"The song plays as Cristina and Burke share their moment.Episode 15: "Walk On Water"1. Radio Citizen, "The Hop"Meredith sits in the bathtub alone, Derek tells Meredith he is concerned about her, Izzie misses George, Cristina tells Burke not to tell anyone they are engaged.2. Union of Knives, "Opposite Direction"Bailey tells interns to get out there and help people, Meredith tends to the wounded.3. 8MM, "Liar"Izzie tells Vince to find search and rescue, Derek asks Meredith if she is upset, Addison and Richard talk, Cristina confronts Burke.4. Snow Patrol, "Make This Go On Forever"Alex checks on Jane Doe, Mrs. Heit waits for word on her son, Rick starts to have a seizure, A crowd of distraught family members yells at Alex, and Meredith is accidentally knocked off the pier into the water.Episode 16: "Drowning On Dry Land"1. Butterfly Boucher, "A Bitter Song"The song plays as the episode opens and Meredith struggles in the water. Later, the track plays at the end of the episode as the doctors furiously work on Meredith.2. Kate Havnevik, "Timeless"Song plays as Izzie drills into the patient's head. The little girl stares at the water as Derek finally emerges with Meredith.3. Patrick Watson, "The Great Escape"The song plays as Izzie is in surgery with her patient. Alex posts pictures from the morgue.Episode 17: "Some Kind of Miracle"1. Aqualung, "The Lake"The song plays early in the episode as the Chief works on Meredith.2. Damien Rice, "Sleep Don't Weep"This track is showcased when Meredith's heart flatlines, and the doctors look on, perplexed - and unsure if they should continue.3. Unkle Bob, "Swans"Song plays as Chief says goodbye to Ellis, Derek sleeps by Meredith, and Izzie & Denny sense each other in the hallway.Episode 18: "Scars and Souvenirs"1. Koop, "Come To Me"Plays as Izzie gets surprised by Alex in the morning, and she complains to Meredith about it. At the same time, George complains to his wife, Callie, about Izzie.2. Gomez, "Girlshapedlovedrug"Cristina catches up with Colin, who shows up out of the blue. Derek and George prep for her operation. Callie tells George about her family.3. Psapp, "Hi"This one plays while Meredith tells Derek she is having dinner with her father, Thatcher, and the interns talk in the cafeteria.4. Wild Sweet Orange, "Land Of No Return"Meredith and her father and stepmother have dinner. Meanwhile, Dr. Burke questions Cristina about her past relationships.5. Anya Marina, "Move You"George and Izzie get drunk and have a blast together. Alex checks on Jane Doe, again. Cristina and Meredith have a heart to heart.Episode 19: "My Favorite Mistake"1. Mirah, "La Familia"This song plays at the beginning of the episode as Izzie wakes up and Meredith and Cristina ask her questions about her night.2. Alamo Race Track, "Black Cat John Brown"At lunch, Izzie asks Meredith about blacking out after drinking. Cristina talks about Burke. Izzie asks about Jane Doe's face selection.3. Adam Merrin, "Still Alright"You hear this song as George has a flashback to the night before... and he goes to confront Izzie about it.4. Let's Go Sailing, "All I Want From You Is Love"This song plays as Meredith harvests bone during her much-anticipated operation, and Cristina amputates her patient's foot.5. Let's Go Sailing, "Sideways"Alex talks to Jane Doe about her new face. Cristina talks to Burke about their wedding. Meredith talks to Derek about her dad.Episode 20: "Time After Time" 1. Amy Winehouse, "You Know I'm No Good"The song plays as Burke and Cristina operate on a patient.2. The Whitest Boy Alive, "Burning"Plays as Cristina and Meredith discuss their issues with Colin and Susan, and Alex asks for Cristina's help.3. Nouvelle Vague, "Dancing With Myself"Playing in the background as the interns hang out at the clinic and talk about their patients.4. Maria Taylor, "Clean Getaway"George helps Izzie get dressed and she tells him about her family.5. Lullaby Baxter, "Fontana Fontaine"This track plays when Derek asks Bailey for advice about Meredith, and as George takes a recovering Izzie down to pediatrics.6. Maria Taylor, "A Good Start"Jane Doe argues with Alex. Burke and Cristina talk about Colin at home. Susan confronts Meredith and they have a heart to heart. Addison finds Richard hitting on a woman... and decides to intervene.Episode 21: "Desire"1. The Reddmen, "The Secrets of Amanda Prine"We hear this song as the interns study for a big exam.2. Let's Go Sailing, "Better Off"Callie and Addison talk about their various relationships and feelings while this song plays (and Ava listens) in the background.3. The Bird & The Bee, "Again & Again"The interns continue studying, while testing out wedding cakes.4. Beck, "Nausea"The surgeons and interns participate in various operations.5. Anna Waronker, "How Am I Doing"This song plays at the end of the episode, as Cristina is studying and picks a cake, while George and Izzie talk about the future, and Addison unsuccessfully tries to get Alex to hang out with her.Episodes 22 & 23: "The Other Side of This Life (Parts I & II)"1. Feist, "Sealion"The song plays as the interns are wakeful at night, and Cristina awakes to find Burke's mother is there.2. The Mary Onettes, "Lost"The song plays as Addison Montgomery drives along the Pacific coast and enters the Oceanside Wellness Clinic.3. The Broken West, "Down In The Valley"Addison enters the Wellness Clinic and finds Naomi.4. The Switches, "Message From Yuz"Naomi tells Addison they have an opening.5. The Rosewood Thieves, "Los Angeles"Couples therapy at the Wellness Center.6. Jem, "California Sun"Naomi and Addison talk, Violet runs into her ex.7. The Adored, "Not Having It"Cooper cries over his stripped vehicle.8. Brandi Carlile, "Turpentine"Addison yells at the elevator to stop talking!Episode 24: "Testing 1-2-3"1. Let's Go Sailing, "This Rope Is Long"This song plays as Meredith gets dressed in a black dress as the interns study. Callie and George study. Meredith talks with Derek at the hospital and Cristina and Burke talk about the wedding.2. Amy Winehouse, "Wake Up Alone"The song plays as George tries to talk to the Chief, and the doctors operate on the three hypothermic mountain climbers.3. Ingrid Michaelson, "Corner Of Your Heart"Alex and Ava argue about her memory and what she really knows. Izzie tries to talk with George about Mercy West but becomes upset.4. The Weather Machines, "Stains Of Saints"This song plays as Addison joins Derek, Mark and Preston at Burke's bachelor party at Joe's bar.5. Paolo Nutini, "Million Faces"A mysterious woman offers to buy Derek a drink in the bar, while Ava (or Rebecca Pope) and Alex reconcile, and Richard finds Adele.Episode 25: "Didn't We Almost Have It All"1. The Jealous Girlfriends, "Roboxula"Callie copies Cristina's vows onto her hand, Izzie and Meredith play toilet paper bride, Richard tells Mark he won't be Chief, and Bailey tells Derek that they found the fourth mountain climber.2. Grace Potter, "Falling Or Flying"Cristina is unable to sleep on the eve of her wedding day, Alex watches Rebecca and her husband talk, Derek talks to Meredith about his night.3. Ray Lamontagne, "Hold You In My Arms"Burke practices his vows in the O.R., Callie says she wants a baby, Alex talks with Rebecca's husband, Jeff, while he holds her baby.4. Coburn, "Closer"Cristina operates in order to clear her head before the ceremony. Izzie helps George tie his tie and declares her feelings for him.5. Ray Lamontagne, "Within You"The interns get their test results. Ava begs Alex to give her a reason to stay, and Meredith and Derek have a disappointing heart to heart.6. The Hereafter, "Eulogy"The song plays as Alex talks to Addison about Ava. George and Bailey talk about his results, and whether they failed one another. Meanwhile, the ladies get ready for the wedding.7. The Mary Onettes, "Explosions"Cristina readies herself and Preston goes to check on her.8. Ingrid Michaelson, "Keep Breathing"The song plays in the final few minutes of the episode as Alex looks for Rebecca, Meredith helps Cristina out of her dress, Callie watches Izzie sitting in the chapel, George meets Lexie Grey, and Richard talks with Derek about the Chief position.P.S.在雨天，在晚上，反反复复听着曾经在剧集里出现的那些歌。

随着歌的旋律模模糊糊记得起那些情节，那些漂浮不定的情绪。

因为这部剧，记得Jem，记得Thirteen Senses，记得Snow Patrol，记得Keane，当然也会记得Meredith、Dereck、Cristina、Izzie这些人物。

他们的哭与笑，快乐与悲伤，都在这些那些歌中。

很仔细很小心翼翼的看完S4结局，充满希望的看下去，直到最后的KISS带来本集的大高潮。

What dose the KISS going to be that would make u lean to ur tele.Here we got it！

最先的来自callie&hahn。

I want to tell you……callie没有继续她的话，而是用一个KISS说明了自己的态度。

不要去在意别人的目光，勇敢的面对自己的感情，I think it's better to be honest.callie这么对水泥病人的女孩说，我想当她说出那番话的那一刻，自己也明白了许多。

mark还是很可爱，he think he is grown，^_^ 这两个小时里还真觉得他像个小孩，不断用hahn来挑逗callie，鼓励callie面对真爱。

这三个人的牵连啊！

因为一分而没有通过考试，我想每个人都感同身受吧。

G的表现很真实，那种沮丧以及得到又一次机会时的满怀信心的雀跃，而lexie一如既往的坦诚和活力。

The KISS between G&Lexie.这甚至不能算是一个吻，但是L，我们看到她的留恋，她的一刹那的呆滞，伸手抚摸自己的唇畔。

她在回味！

也许，那是S5新的故事。

Chief is back home. I'm not asking u, I'm telling U!一直觉得CHIEF在剧中很多时候处在被“压迫”状态，被老婆抛弃，总有不同的 attending，resident和interns时不时的挑战他的权威，很有喜剧元素，但是魄力不足。

但是喜欢极了今天最后他对ADALE的那番话，MAN!而显然ADALE也重新被自己的丈夫感动，that KISS,如此的情不自禁那样的充满喜悦！

　其实对EVA是没有偏见的，但是今天那么欢喜的一集里，那是唯一让我觉得暗淡的场景。

不断的自欺欺人。

而ALEX也终于在IZZ的不懈努力坚持eva's sick的情况下爆发。

第一次，他对他人说了那么多自己的家庭，他的过去。

我想IZZ是能理解的，雷同的生活背景，所以她不放弃帮助ALEX，在ALEX忍无可忍大骂stupid bitch后仍旧坚持的让alex看清真相。

他俩的KISS让我心酸。

alex几乎是流着泪恳求着izz的抚慰。

izz的犹豫，却在最后alex的眼神中瓦解。

那是怎么样一个场景！

把自己深深埋藏起来的alex在izz面前毫不掩饰自己的情绪，please……他恳求izz 的抚慰，哪怕是one night，当时他的心里该有多痛苦！

（之前剧透看到他俩的吻，以为他们终要back 2gether，但是看了这集，我只是觉得，他们真的是最能够互相帮助，互相理解的人，无所谓是否能再次成为恋人了。

得友如此！

）　mere&dere,everything about the candle house.其实直到最后之前，他俩都是犹豫不决的，12个失败的病例，甚至让一向自信的dere都觉得scared。

mere和chief的谈话是一个转机（虽然我觉得那个转变太戏剧性），让她发现自己的母亲其实不想死，她只是太想得到richard的爱。

我觉得这件事情像极了mere对yang的婚礼抱有的期待那样。

她一直想努力的生活下去，努力去的争取，但是自小她的身边有太多的dark&twist，她需要找到让她勇敢继续下去的榜样。

yang失败的婚礼让她对dere更加的游疑，但是她母亲这件事情让她看到了希望。

ellis也争取过，只是她用错了方法，她最后放弃了争取。

而后，更大的惊喜，脑瘤的少女清醒了！

就在那一刻，她和dere仿佛都下定决心。

相互的找寻那么久，真是再美不过的相遇。

通过dere的视线，mere出现在一片蜡烛中，正不停的拨弄手机，踱步，懊恼的念念有词。

当她看到dere，太动情的表现：she yelled！

那么叫人始料不及却感人。

where have u being, i v been waitting and waitting for u. and i did this stuip,embarrassing,humiliating,...thing.and i just wantto tell u,this over here,is our kechien,this s our living room,and over there,that's the room our kids could play.i had this whole thing about that i will going to build our house,but i wont going to bulid the house because i m a surgeon.and now i am here feeling like a lay mass loser……而后，dere也向大家展示了他的决心（大段言论，实在懒得再做听写工作了）。

最后，the KISS！

如此的水到渠成，让我忍不住的欢呼出声。

他们的美好生活，建立在那么浪漫的烛光之上！

不得不承认dere最后go to find rose让人觉得遗憾，虽然那是为了他们的将来，但是我还是有点小担心啊。

S4在那一刻戛然而止，what going to happen @ S5?似乎忘了一个，或者说很多的KISS，关于这集的病人。

这里涉及太多的专业术语，没怎么看懂，但是那对脑瘤病人的：I'm not finished yet,i'm not finished loving you.还有水泥小伙子和小姑娘的the whole life KISS，无论是对剧情的意义还是其感情本身都是巨大的。

The KISS thing，有人痛苦的KISS，有人MAN的KISS，有人勇敢的KISS，有人希望的KISS，有人try to KISS，有人can't help to KISS,and they are all full of love！

最后还有yang，the lonely guy，我们只能期待S5，hope her a better life。

GA在实习医生紧张的生活中加入了幽默的元素和人性的分析。

我觉得第二季是到目前最出色的，尤其是火车车祸，炸弹，大结局这几集，都无可挑剔。

如果原本有看了第一季觉得一般的朋友，只要看了这几集肯定无法忘怀。

GA的人物、对白和配乐都很出色，唯一希望就是第三季少一些琼瑶戏，多一些出彩的病例。

希望“越狱”热潮中，GA能被更多人所识货。

GA专题：http://www.meijumi.com/default.asp?cat=16

我接受剧情必须富有冲突性， 这样才能贴近生活的无常，同时更加威慑观众，但是从第五季开始你就过火了。

Burke因为演员的素质问题离开我不予置否，你妥善的安排了这个离去并合理化了剧情发展。

同样的问题你让george以007的隐喻离开我无话可说，然后是izzie...这些都不是问题，你都办到了，可是从第五季开始，医院的合并，乱七八糟的人物涌入，混乱的思维和剧情，或许这就是你想表达的，我无话可说。

我明白izzie演员的离开或许很急迫，但是你曾经花那么长的时间铺垫了izzie和Derek的感情，那么深刻真挚，你却用以可笑的方式给一切画上了句号，这就是你理解的生活么？

你曾经如此成功的铺设了80多集的剧情却在这个时候慌神了？

没时间还是没精力？

你曾经搞了一集悬疑似的剧情，寻找事故负责人，你是在拍悬疑片还是侦探片么，可问题是，你拍也可以，但是，你毁了它，你把这集毁了，我在里面找不到你一向挖掘的人性和生活点滴，结局就是找出了那个人然后她被开除了，哇塞，好精彩！

你是不是从收视率感觉到了？

第六季有了很多改变，在我几乎开始以为一起又要好转起来的时候，我不知道你是想收拾烂摊子还是如何，你又把一切毁了，你说你舍不得Bailey 舍不得Mer 和 yang ，我理解，他们是这部剧的核心，但是我能不能拜托你至少把剧情发展和情节设置的合理、成熟一些。

第六季的最后两集，你让这个丧妻的男人变成了一个复仇者，没有人性的对外科医生开枪， 你知道问题在哪里么？

1、这么大这么一家著名的医院，在发生持枪时间的时候竟然没有调用监视器观察医院内的情况，然后警察的安排完全没有条理性，美国警察在你眼里、房屋设计师都是傻逼么？

2、在凶手射杀Little grey的时候，警察射杀到了凶手的肩膀 ，他没死我不说话，但是你就这么的跳过的情节，让凶手继续带着伤口游走在了医院里？？？

你觉得观众是傻逼么？

警察这种时候不是应该扑上去或者至少围捕他了么？

你竟然就这么的让他一层楼一层楼的游荡3、凶手是来杀死Derek、 Little grey 和Webber的，在他毫无人性的杀死多个人见到Derek的时候，你倒给他弄出了人性来了，让他犹豫不决的站在了Derek面前，虽然最后还是发出了那么子弹，但是如果按照之前的情绪发展，他应该是一枪枪的射杀了Derek根本不会听他辩解什么，更瞎的是，几分钟之后你让他出现在Derek开刀的OR里面看着yang为Derek做手术，而且他还不开枪！

你到底有没有参考过犯罪心理学？？

有那么多优秀的美剧，刑侦剧，悬疑剧，那么多专业的人员、编剧在哪里，你们究竟讨论过没有？

你把我们观众当成了大白痴，看一场你们上演的荒谬的剧情，为我们曾经喜爱、心疼的决死再一次纠结至死，你这是在愚弄我们的情感。

我真好奇前四季的剧本是谁创造的，你们要串联人员，分配每个人角色和台词，我理解，但是这一次你们弄出了最最荒谬的剧情，好好的生活被你们弄得乱七八糟 ，你们应该感到羞愧！

让我觉得最愚蠢的是我自己，坐在这里为剧情纠结，为这种烂透了的剧情伤神！

一开始看觉得很精彩，从第二季开始，一个个一开始很喜欢的角色纷纷义不容辞的变成贱人……弄的我无比郁闷～主角就是经典的小三，和那医生的感情纠葛让人烦不胜烦…第三季开始Izzie就迫不及待的变成一个无比沉闷的精神病人，之后更是拉着George跳到贱人最前线，变成整套剧集里最让人恶心的一对…………当然也有喜欢的。

Cristina的性格是我所欣赏的，还有Miranda Bailey医生，整套剧的大爱啊。

看到她终于当上总住院医生的时候真是让人高兴……